I’ve been Sacrificed..my Hearts been Cauterized…Hanging on to the Ghost, of what I onced Believed…That I could be…Whats right in Front of ME….?

So, hey. Been awhile, again.  What to update…I’ve been busy with wedding stuff and every day life I suppose.  I thought I lost my laptop, it wasn’t turning on.  I only have an ipad (an aging ipad that my parents gave to me) and it’s shared with the future husband so I can’t really look […]

Because a vision softly creeping…Left it’s seeds while I was sleeping…

I haven’t wrote in a long while.  Nothing new really.  I have been favoring my offline journal a lot lately.  I record my weight each day, what I eat and how I am feeling in that journal.  So I have been favoring that much more lately.  I have lost a total of: 27 pounds.  Not […]

I’ve tried so hard to let you go, But some kind of Madness is swallowing me Whole…

So it is not my intentions to completely neglect you dear blog.  I have had my hands full going to countless appointments and meetings for this weeding.  It is T-minus 4 months away.  Still so much to do.  I have devoted the majority of my time to meal prep, gym time and meeting various people that […]