Life seems to be caving in on me. Each day presents itself with another mountainous task that I can’t climb. Another task I can’t complete. Another dream I can’t touch. I have decided to not try and grasp for the house I have dreamed of getting. My lease is up in less than two months […]
After a weekend that was actually bright, Monday’s just seem dim. A stretch of week that only brings loneliness. Why does life seem so bleak after having a slip of fun. I did, I had fun. I had Friday off, paid even and spent with the Fiance. I promised I would be happy and not […]
Sometimes I cannot feel my face… You’ll never see me fall from grace… I’m back to “restricting”. I feel like a phony when I say that. I have started a diet, a diet I have never done before because I know technically it is not healthy. But who am I kidding? I am not a […]
So the last couple of posts have been…a disappointment. I was entirely to drunk to be typing. There should be an app for that. I was to down, depressed, sad, pointless, falling deep to be writing. That could be said with most of my posts. I drink to much, think to much, act to much […]
So it’s been awhile since I last updated. I have been hard core working on my body since the last post. I mean that is all I have been thinking, doing, mentally and physically. It is sort of funny and makes me laugh (mostly to myself) but I have been so damn motivated, I have […]
Finding A Path... 